Sharing emotions is so gross and embarrassing. I don’t want to feel weak or small. But I do. I feel vulnerable and desperate. I feel disgusting. If I write it in passive tense and maybe I can stomach the words on the page. If I am not the subject maybe it’s okay to say it.... Continue Reading →
volte para mim
unedited and written hastily. hopefully you see it Missing you is a pit in my stomach It’s a foot on my chest And quick cry in the work bathroom It’s you and me on my couch Your shoes next to mine The nighttime air It’s memories shared and possibilities lost It’s a frown when no... Continue Reading →
Golden Boy
Golden Boy I don’t have space in my heart for the golden boyFlawless and sparkling, so bright that I can barely seeThe sheer magnitude of his presenceTraps me inBeing near him feels like getting close to the sunExcept I’m so much in awe that I can’t even feel myself burningBit by bit, parts of myself... Continue Reading →
I Was Too Much
I have been incredibly uncertain about what to do for my second post on this blog. I try to write poems sometimes, and I wrote this poem last month. I hope you guys like it! (Do not worry, I am ✨okay✨) Also, if anyone has any title suggestions please leave a comment! ... Continue Reading →
The Philosophy of Aarel 