Unfinished

It's funny how sometimes the beginning predicts the end.

My first passion started as it ended: out of nowhere
I only noticed the first kiss when it came
I only noticed its absence when it didn't

With the second girl I saw it coming
I knew where it was heading before we even began
But the same lies that brought the first "I love you"
Got in the way of the last one
I knew the first kiss was coming
I knew why it wouldn't anymore
I chose to live that relationship all alone
So I know why I don't have it anymore

My third fire started as a rebound
Honesty, we had plenty, but we lacked the right words to use it
Its initial fire was overtaken by the cold wind at the end
There were no last words
Just a promise ring returned
That we both knew meant goodbye

My last relationship started when I decided to throw myself in
Accept what I was feeling, try something new
And buddy... It was new
I felt things I've never imagined
I felt safe but feared it wouldn’t last
I felt whole but kept looking for something
It ended because I couldn't handle the differences

And it started again because we decided to handle it together
It started with uncertainties
It started with mistakes
But more importantly
It started with the two of us together
So let's hope that's how it ends
The two of us
Together

– Anonymous friend from Brazil